不知道还会再见吗？我今天达成所愿，把自己灌醉了。很舒服，刚刚好的状态，想吐不想吐。刚刚好，真的。

我心里就是不爽，操，为什么我就是这样？难道我就低人一等吗？我靠，我就是不爽，我就是不能忍受这种折磨。

一切都他妈的太遥远了，离我真的太他妈的远了。

谁懂我？？谁能理解我？

This’s bullshit! fucking world,fucking shit!everything is bullshit! no one understands! what fucking wrong with me???just wanna be drunk.respect i m not clear too much.

no one would like to do it! no one understand what you are thinking about. that’s us.fucking country,fucking bullshit. all lies! only lies behind us.